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Lyrically speaking, the song speaks about an abstract thing, it can be said that it’s the journey of the thinking brain, it’s clashes with the heart as both the brain and heart sometimes tend to work in opposite directions as we all know. Eg- a person starts getting attracted or gets drawn gradually to another person or thing and that attraction and pull gets so stronger day by day that he/she cannot return if he/she knows that the one to whom/which he/she is attracted to is bad or evil or is a negative thing from which he/she should stay away from. But the heart's desire for that bad person/thing is so strong that the soul becomes a prisoner to the evil vibe of the negative entity to which the person is attracted to...now this person/thing,i.e the negative entity to which the first person is attracted to can also be symbolic of his/her own negative side(as every person has a good and bad side within him/her) by which his/her mind and soul gets dominated and his/her good side gets submerged by his/her own bad side...so even though he/she knows that that’s wrong, he/she can't help himself/herself because he/she has already became some sort of a slave to his/her own bad side.
Now if we consider the negative entity to be another person to whom the first person is drawn towards,then the song also speaks about the fact that everything that the negative person said before or seemed to look like before were lies and just an illusion to cover up his bad side. But by the time the first person realizes this,it becomes too late. So,at last the first person feels that this whole saga would end only with his/her own end, otherwise this dark phase continues forever.
lyrics
DARKNESS PERSONIFIED
Admiring the inconsistents
In an unreal masquerade
Deceive me with your illusion
It being my favourite escape.
Infinite can never meet
My evil is in my mindstreet
My soul is so lost
I'm tormented with your thoughts
Shades on the portrait
Speaking to me;
With eyes wide open
Beholding my dreams.
The real turns into illusion
And the illusion seems like real
With the words as they hypnotize me
Into your evil paradise.
What's right and what's wrong
Is something that is beyond
For my judgement that's so impaired
By your ever mystic spell.
Now I'm a prisoner of your words
With no words to define this feeling
As my mind swallows I say,
You're the mystery I don't wanna solve.
Exploring those dark corners in you,
The chaotic rhythm of your heartbeat;
So terribly sincere,oh my dark muse
But I still fear your imminent deceit.
You conquered a corner in me
Which no mortal can reach out to
But the same corner is now threatened
By the gruesome breakdown of the fantasy wall.
It was never a home with you
Moments though were there so marvellous;
But still an exile with you seems better
Than a home with fetters.
It was never a home with you
Moments though were there so marvellous;
But still an exile with you seems better
Than a home with fetters.
Yeaaaaahhhh
At times I'm in a severe dilemma
As to where I do belong
I feel partly in the normal,and partly in the absurd zone
I never knew I was my beloved oxymoron.
You told me once I smell like rain and wildflower
But your lies bruised me so hard
And now I smell all blood.
My innocence raddled you,you said
And now it seems to wither away
And as you dismantle your mask
I lie a lifeless lyre.
Monster is within me,
Evil you are too;
'Who' wants to live forever?
Lets die bad!
And now you say you love damage,
And hence beautified;
Here I'm brooding,
This is so darkness personified.
credits
released July 5, 2019
Vocal Composition & Lyrics- Suraj Kashyap
Music Composition- Animesh Bezbaruah
All instruments recorded by- Bibhash Buragohain
Mixed & Mastered by- Hanish Taneja
Artwork- Nazrul Ahmed
Lyrics based on the abstract blank verses (poems) written by- Bagmita Handique
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